I feel like I keep being used by men

[story-lines]I had an abortion last month but I didn’t tell anyone and kept this to myself.

It was very painful, and I felt alone. I felt very sad I did this to myself and had to abort an innocent baby.

I was seeing this guy for two years but we very rarely met up. We had sex when we last met up and it wasn’t good, four weeks later I was pregnant!

I talk to him on the phone a lot. I have anxiety and haven’t got the courage to talk to boys. I had his number so that made it easier for me.

He isn’t exactly what I wanted but I had no one else so I stuck with him. I convinced myself he had good points. I tried to contact him after the abortion to arrange to see him again because I felt a sense of loss and wanted his love and care.  He just hung the phone up on me and now he’s not answering my calls – he cut off all communication.

This shows me I don’t matter and that I’m worthless to him. I feel like I’ve been exploited in this relationship and that he just used me for sex.

I have been so stupid to believe all his lies. I didn’t care about myself and that is why this happened.

Please can you give me advice on how to not get into a situation like this again?

Do I deserve someone who is going to show me kindness and positive memories than the hell this person has put me through?

 

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Author: Johnnywriter
The Founder of Hisparadise, a relationship counselor. Johnnywriter has covered topics related to depression, anxiety, and relationships. With an understanding that there is never too much information and helpful research about relationship problems in all of its forms, He continues to look for new and creative ways to both start discussions & engage with others about these important topics.
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